bOreD..

wAd a bOreD dAy.. wIsh tO gEt oUt frOm tHis hOusE.. n hAvE fUn!!!! i cant bElIeVe im bOrEd uNtil wAtCh tHe oLd aMerIcAn mOvie - SaBriNa.. zzz the mOvIe tat is in bLaCk n wHitE!!! sOmEtHinG wRonG wIth mI!!!! iM wAtChInG tHe dUll mOvIe!!!!!!! hEll!! wAd tHe hEcK im dOinG... nOtHinG mUch tO dO.. arghh.. jUz hOpE to gO oUt n fInd mY frIendS.. oR eVen gO oUt to see lEnG zAi.. =D hahas... BUT... im nOt aLLoWed to gO oUt!!! im grOunDeD!!!! haix... althOugh oni 1 day... bUt it fEels liKe 10 yEaRs!!!!! keep lOoKinG at tHe clOck... tHe nEedLe jUz wOnt mOve!!!! zzzzz.... wHo cAn sAvE mi?! o.O... wAiT.. sUddEnlY tHink oF sOmEtHing to dO.. TAKING PICTURES!!!! WHOA... at lEasT sOmEtHing tO dO... =D

对你。。。

最近我发现我好像喜欢上你了。。。可是我知道我们是不可能的。。因为你跟我说过你喜欢比你大的女子。。而我。。你把我当成妹妹。。。你每次都叫我小妹妹。。。所以。。我敢肯定。。我和你是不会有在一起的一天。。。认识你也有一段时间。。不知不觉中。。。我爱上了你。。。你真的让我对你有那种盼望爱情会到来的人。。唉。。。Mr D. 你要我怎么办？好像知道你对我到底是什么感觉。。

fUckiNg sh!t dAy~~

omg.. cant believe tis is actually happened on mi... im inside the car... n watched the motor cOminG to my way.. n den BOOM.. knOcked on my sIdE of the dOoR.... T_T nearly tio heart attack arh... tis is way too scary.... never ever think of such an accident will happened on mi... its ok tat im nOt injUreD at all.. jz the car gOt very 'hUrt'.... haix.. luckily nOt mi driving... haix... but my fren gOt shOcked too.. she drove away her car... n phOneD her dad.. her dad scOld her... haix.. cannOt blAme all to her... its the 1st she crashed with motor.. 1st time invOlve in tHe aCciDeNt.. haix.. she cried n cried... hOpe she is ok... reli hOpe she can get ovEr tis... must cheer up k my dear sis... everything will be juz fine..
hope tmr wont have anything bad goes on...

大胆到极点！！

u wOnt bEliEvE wAd jUz hAppEnEd!!!! i esCapEd tUitiOn!!!!!!!!! -.- okay... i knOw tats nOt sOmetHing sPecIaL... hahas.. cOz i did tat aLL tHe tImE.. bUt... tOdaY's sItUatiOn was wAy dIffErEnT!!! mi n jEan eScApEd tUitiOn to wAtCh tHe Riam's Basketball match... hahas... den we rUshed bAck to tHe tUitiOn... wHen oMos wAnnA rEacHed tUitiOn, i SAW MY DADDY IN FRONT OF OUR CAR!!!!!! OMG... den jEaN dRovE pass hIm.. n lead in front.. den i qUickly rUn to the stAircAse n pRetEnd i jUz cOme dOwn fRoM tHe tUitiOn... ><>< hOpe wOnt gOt nx tIme lerh... my hEarT nOt strOng enUf to sUppOrt all tHeSe matterSs... hahas... lastly... all i wAnt tO sAy is.... PHEWWWWWW!!! n THANK GOD!!!

my bbQ~!!!

it shOuld be a nice BBQ pArTy.. arghh... it shOuld never happened.. T_T my bbq..... forced to call off due to heavy rain... haix... invited frens come... they arrived 5min den the bbq thingy COLLAPSE!!!!! the wind blew it off!! wad the hell.... frOm a grEat pArtY tUrneD intO a dIsAstEr... oh dear..... 1st time happened in my whole life.... through all the parties.. tis is the 1ST time that the paRty gOt rUinEd!!!! gOd..... hOpe itS the LasT dIsAstEr happened... we still gOt many pArtieS wanna go on... hahahas.... haixx... bUt still... today's matter reli made mi sHame.... the party gOt rUiNeD jz after my 'new' fren arrived.... geee..... knw wad the feelings im having????? reli wanna find a place to cOver my face n hIde.. so that they wOnt knw... arghhh.... paiseh la!!!!! >< hOw cOuld tis tHing happEning tO mi!!!!!! hAppEneD in my pArty!!!!! =( hOw am i suppOse to faCe thEm aGain?? 1st time calling them cOme den disaster rUined it... haixx.... reli sad bOut tis matter larh...... hmmm......

Its tHe End.. And A New Beginning...

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we brOke up.. fOrgOt wHethEr its sAtUrday or sUndAY.. i gave up oUr relatiOnsHip... its the

best thing fOr us.. fOr mi i knOw.. its good fOr mi.. i cAnt affOrd anymOre fEar tHat he gavE

mi... aNd so, i'd let it go.. hOpe he can uNdersTand... reCently, i fOuNd myself avOidinG him.. i

dOn wish to gEt neAr hIm or eVen sms wiTh hIm.. cOz.. i fOuNd my lOvE fOr hIm is fAdInG

aWay.. sOmeThinG happEned tHat day, 1 sms let mi made my decisiOn to call off tis

reLatiOnshIp..

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o.O hmm... title?

hmm... my brain is blurred... cant think of anything... hais... planning to meet up my kor.. but he gt
no car in Miri... gee.. i cannot drive too... i mean mami don let mi drive out alone... hmmmm... sad
thing to talk about... T_T

kie kie kie kie.... my bf.. my lao gong.... hmm... wads got into us? my tempered? maybe... hais...
hope everythings going fine between us.... i reli don like quarreling... makes mi sad when
quarreling... >< love u darling... stay wif mi.. i'll stay wif u... hmm.. jz nw.. jz joined my pal's team.. car team? maybe... its βreaκ ™.. the team's name is βreaκ ™ .. =D
so now im >> βreaκ ™ღ♥ *Via* ♥ღ <<


GIANT HELLO KITTY!!!!!!!!! I WANNNNNNN..... T_T but too exp...... rm5xx... reli wish to
have it.... T_T

im so helpless...

i juz scratched my best sis's car!! for god sack... i got her car scratched!!! wad am i doing? why i wan to drive her car... why i have to make her cry? why tis happen to mi? its all my fault.. if i din drive her car then nothing will happen.. if i din ask to drive her car in the 1st place... nothing will happen too... all bcoz of mi.. im the wrong 1.. im very very wrong.. im so stupid.. n im very very very sorry.. but now say sorry oso cant help anything.. if her dad reli don let her drive coz i scratched the car, i will be very very sorry n i dono how to face her.. im so fucking useless.. wad oso cant help.. at the end she still help mi cover everything from her dad.. she didnt let her dad knw it was mi who scratched the car... haiz... in a sudden i reli feel like killing myself.. i reli dono wad i can do make things fine.. i dono wad to do more.. juz hope tat tis matter wont spoil mi n her de friendship.. somemore.. i don feel like driving anymore.. i guess i wont have the guts or heart to drive.. if im driving.. i wont be happy oso.. im starting to hate everything bout cars n driving.. haiz.... so fucking hate all of these matters... why these things happened on mi?????? hope everything will be fine... haiz..