iM nOt mi.. ><

i gOt my HAIR dOne.. hahas.. new hair style fer the coming CNY.. =) im so cannot wait until CNY.. can get many ang paos from uncleSss or auntieSss.. hahas.. nOt only tat.. i still can go Out n visits my best friends hOme.. hahas.. it will be FUN.. =p

i juz booked a birthday cake fer a friend of mine.. he is celebrating his birthday.. wOnder whr he celebrates his birthday at.. >< esplanet =" mOmmy">< sigh.. hahas..

these 2 days.. im being nOt lyk myself.. i dono why too.. im feelin lonely.. =( i miss him lots... yah i knw.. although we broke up fer so many months ady.. n he gOt a new gf too.. >< i still gOt my heart on him.. and i dono how to wipe him off my mind.. =(
hOpe he can lives happily tOgether wif her.. i said to myself.. whenever he nids sOmeOne.. i'll be there fer him.. coz?? we're close friends.. closest den ever...

iM baCk..

D3ar Diary,

iM bAck yO.. =p lOng tiMe din uPdAte l3rHs.. leT's s3e... f3w days agO, i gOt my driVinG lIsEnCe.. ch3eRs~!!! tats 1 happi tHing f3r mi.. >< CNY is jz 'rOund the cOrner... even Valentine's Day too.. tis year will be a lOnely Valentine's day... Sigh.. =(

i wAnna gO dOne mY eyelAsh3s!!!!! i wan i wan i wan!!!!!! but.. i CANT!!!! why??? COZ THE 'MOM' SAY ： EU STILL SCHOOLING CANNOT GET THE EYELASHES DONE~ << WTH??
arghhh.... who cares bout tat? its nOt lyk the PREFECTS in school are going to note down my name fer : having lOng lashes.. -.- zzz... sianz.... the whOle family exCept my daddi.. my MOM n SIS they bOth gOt their LASHES DONE!!!!!! ONI MI CANNOT!!!!!! ARGHHH... Can I Go Bang The Wall Now?! don feel lyk wanna see them around... see them around = see their LASHES!!! >
btw, during CNY.. think im gOing tO be very bUsy l3rh.. granni n auntie cOming to visit us too.. hmm.. lOng time din see granni lerh Oso.. =p Happi Chinese New Year~ x33

为你

如果我能闻到你的馨香
　　我知道很远

　　如果让我凝视你的明眸
　　就在我的眼前

　　如果还有一丝想念
　　我的遐思是如此贪婪

　　如果可以张开臂膀
　　拥抱着最深的眷恋

因为我想知道！
　　所以我守在你的身边

　　因为我想知道！
　　每夜都把美梦塞到你的枕畔

　　因为我想知道！
　　泪流下了会不会被时间风干

　　因为我想知道！
　　严寒是怎样被午夜温暖

为你，挂满一身的雪
唇边也不能融化就轻轻的呼吸

为你，站到冬的风口
温度矗立成飘扬的旗

为你，沉到冰的湖底
不是为鱼，是想冷却自己

为你，太阳普照大地
飞翔，是心与爱的距离

>< wad to do??

Many things pop up 2day in maple.. my gOod goOd fren in maple, guild master aka Avisha... wanna quit maple lerh.. T_T sad... reli wish to help her out.. but i dono how.. juz hope tat she can walk out from the sadness.. ^^ jiayou owhs sha~ x33 i knw eu can derh.. hehe.. we jiayou together.. i gOt thinking wanna quit maple oso lerh.. coz.. getting less and less frens inside maple.. many quit lerh oso.. and 'dardar'[maple dar] oso planning to quit lerh.. den if he reli does quit den i'll quit too.. coz he din maple lerh oni left mi inside oso bored.. no mapling mood at all.. so.. im thinking of quitting too.. arghh.. dono wad decision to make.. ><>< ...

tmr, im goin back to work lerhs.. back to the sticker stall to help out.. the boss sms mi : 'can come back help mi out at the stall at Sunday? i din have enuf help tat day..' so.. i agreed to help him out.. ><>< after tuition have to go back stall help him out too... tmr sure is a busy and tiring day.. wish mi luck..

A New Year, A New Life...

My New School Year's Resolutions

I will nOt get strAigHt A's this year. It's bad fer a persOn's image. Or at l3aSt, i wOnt g3t all A's.

I will nOt get baCk tOgeth3r with AZ, nO matter hOw t3mpt3d I am. I'm mOvin On.

I will cOntinUe tO b3 On my dIet.. aT l3Ast wEigh On3 pOunD less.

I will cl3an my Onc3 a weEk. Okay, let's be r3aliStiC. Every Oth3r wEek.

I will dO my hOm3wOrk unLeSs th3r3's sOmeThinG bEtt3r tO dO.

I will...

Wait a sEcOnd. Why am i bOth3ring with tHis liSt?! It's nOt like im acTuallY gOing tO dO any Of th3s3 thIngs, so what's the pOint?


a new year, a new hair cut~
♥