kinda.... speechless...

finally... im screwed.... im spoilt.. im nothing... sigh... finally it came to me.. starting from now and by the time term 2 starts.. sure gonna feel weird... sure very 'gang ga' d... isshh... reli wish it nvr happened... but its too late.. reli feel speechless now... with an empty heart n empty mind.... cant figure anything out.. the being rejected feel juz pop out again..... reli cant do anything now... even though xx didnt say anything.... but still can feel thr will be a thick thick wall blocking in between us d... gosh.... sigh.... tis reli screwed up everything... shouldn't let it happened on frens... reli screwed up the friendship we had... duh...